many of the woman here are so invisible in my area
Herndon VA is only 3000 miles from Los Angeles. I wish I could be there to be your handy man. Is that anywhere near Vienna?
My sis live in Vienna and I was back there last year for a wonderful family reunion. Next one in 2-3 years. Actually, in Orlando FL in June for mom & dad's 60th. Come on down if you want and we could elope(sp). Ha...
I suppose I will have to put my boat shoes and oversized comfy sweat shirt in storage, cut off my sun kissed blonde hair and cry myself to sleep tonight.
So where were you today? I hung a light fixture and in the process wondered where you were. It is not that I couldn't hang the fixture myself, I've hung many actually, but what I wanted was to see that look that comes across your face when you grab the ladder and tool box and say, "I got this!" I wanted to see the smug look of satisfaction when it was finished and the task accomplished. I wanted to hear your stomach rumble and you demand "feed me." (A chest pound with the fist would have completed the picture, you get my drift.)
So gentlemen, you want to know, "what does it take?" Touch my soul, get the annulment, honor Holy Mother Church, be real, strive for your best, cherish me, lead me spiritually and more than anything else understand me. (Maybe not necessarily in that order). Yes, some of those things take time, but if we cannot communicate/connect/share, it will never happen and no amount of emails or emotigrams will make a difference. Have I placed certain limits/restrictions? Well yes, and so have you. There has to be an attraction (as you prefer), there has to be an age range that I am comfortable with (as is with you). So if I don't take up contact with some one 12 years my senior or 15 years my junior, it doesn't mean you aren't worthy of a desirable, holy relationship, it just means I'm not her.
Have I met you yet? Maybe, maybe not. But please know that I pray for you, everyday, yes everyday, knowing that when we do figure it out, it's going to be amazing.
P.S. In the meantime, many thanks to my friends (John you're great) who are standing in the gap until you appear.
what a beautiful post!!!!!!!!!!!:)