Yes it is a bit disconcerting to see a woman who had two husbands and they both have passed away. Then they see child, special needs, and they run. It doesn't matter that her condition is mostly controlled by diet.
I get told all the time that there are men who would be happy to meet me. Yeah, but the ones who say that are not the ones who are supposedly out there.
My subscription is up in December and I am not going to renew. I do have a couple of friends that I have made through the site. I am already emailing them through regular email.
I have met men who I have dated through the internet. It is hard when I can't just drop everything and go out because I need a babysitter. I just keep thinking that it might be easier to just quit and forget about the whole dating thing!
Being a single parent is tough -- period. It's difficult to work in dating with your situation, but it would help to get out to some social happenings so you can at least breathe occasionally. It may be difficult to find a dating partner or be in a relationship until your daughter is a little older, but it won't hurt to keep looking. CM can provide an outlet and support, even if a "match" isn't found. We hope you will consider the benefits of that support and reconsider your plan to leave CM.