First I pray for the protection of Mary over you. May the breastplate and sword be used in the Lords name--for his will. We are his children and he will hold us close to his heart.
I have been in a similiar position as well. It is hard to be on God's path. Our prayers surround you today. With that said, I caution you not to leave the fight too quickly. Sometimes, we do not get to choose the path God leads us on. While we may want to run and hide in times of trouble, I have learned that often God may actually be calling us to stand post and be there to allow His will to be done. Be a witness.
Based on the comments I have read so far, you are being held in prayer. You have angels surrounding you and holding you up. And know that truth will always shine through--no matter how deeply buried it may seem.
I hold you up in my prayers today and wish you the grace only the Holy Spirit can provide.
Thans so much, Amy, for your support and prayers. Today's 1st reading at Mass was about how some will always put traps around the just, to see if they fall. I felt truly blessed. If I were "on the winning team", the evil one would not be tempting me so much to go to his his side.