It is coming up to the 1 yr anniversary of my wife's death, and i am slowly falling apart. I really thought I was strong enough for this, but I guess big tuff men fall apart too. So I have decided to take 3 wk road trip to refresh myself. One of hard things about this, is she died in our bed by her choice with her family around. It still doesn't make it any easier every time I am in bed. I have tried to replace her with my 10yr lab, but it i s not the same LOL. Part 2 to this, is I was just starting a new relationship and she changed course to say she need to try to get her third ex back ( which has been annulled) because she doesn't think she tried hard enough to save the marriage. She needs to be absolutely sure that It cannot be save before starting over, which terrifies her. I guess I can't blame her for that, she just picked a bad week to start it. I am more dissappointed than hurt, but like everything else in my life. I will survive. So a road trip it will down south to see other family and try to make some sense out of this.
Thanks for listening me ramble on.
Prayers and Happiness