Yes I'm doing OK. Things went better than I tought they would. I still was not allowed at the wake. but my nieces husband came to me at the burial site and said the girls would like me to come back to the house. This made me feel better. My two other sisters greeted me with a hug and it's time to move on. So I ended up spending time with my family when I tought I would be alone. God works in mysterious ways. This is HOPEFULLY the start of the healing for us all now. At least that is what I am hoping for.
I am so sorry that the hurt continued at a time when you should have been allowed to attend the services. Please know you have been in my prayers.