I would have not worried myself sick about things that never even came to pass.
I would have gone to college at 18 instead of 38.
I would have pursued a profession that made me glad to be alive instead of one that paid the bills.
I would have bought myself flowers, taken myself out to dinner, taken myself on vacation and bought myself Victoria's Secrets instead of waiting for someone else to.
Hi Susan et alia,
I worried and I worried and I worried. What for? Somewhere in the Gospels, Jesus talks about worring about the cares of the world. Too bad I didn't pay attention.
I had a very peculiar home situation. I would have handled things much differently with the people I lived with. Life would have been much easier.
I did buy flowers and went to the equivalent of Victoria's Secret. Not for my self of course. I don't get it. Every time I buy flowers for a woman, I never see her again. I haven't figured this out.
I should have realized by the time I turned 17 or 18 that I'm no genius in chemistry, physics, or mathematics. I should have studied accounting or finance, and let it go at that.
I ended up in a profession that was at the same time the perfect choice and the worst possible choice for someone like me. LikeI said, I should have studied accounting or finance.
Oh well. No use crying over spilled milk.