That being said, I did something [I hope is] brave the other day. I wrote a letter to my future husband. 99% of me is sure that my ex-boyfriends were all right in saying that I would never find anyone; but there's this 1% glimmer of hope in me that thinks God wouldn't have led me to this point without having someone in mind who can help me fight my way to Christ. I won't post it here, for obvious reasons, but it basically says that I'm not giving up on him - I know that when we're ready, God will lead us to find each other.
Am I ridiculously sappy? Is this creepy?