Greetings from Arizona,
My empathy goes out to you. I am 47 years old never married asking where my fit is. God did blessed me with a very good job and opportunity to earn my doctorate. Although my bishop normally does not accept priesthood seminary applications from men over 35, he does keep the permanent diaconate open to men up to 55 years old. I have been doing well assisting on the altar at St. Simon and Jude Cathedral. M
My Prayer goes with you. Each day for me is one by one yet I find consolation only when trusting Him. Pleease stay focused. Hang in there! Blessings.