I only pray to kinow what path God wants me to walk down, and to have the courage to go down it.
Most of the time my prayer seems more like presence and openness to God, rather than a recitation of petitions. And I will honestly say that I have simply cried in the safe presence of our loving God who knows that even the most faithful, and strong can feel incredibly alone and vulnerable.
I don't pray for love anymore. I used to but have discovered that what I pray for and what I want isn't what God wants me to have. So, I enjoy my time with every family member now and I make and keep a lot of good friends along my path. My journey has been long and weary at times but I manage to pull through because I know things don't always stay the same.
I pray for God to prepare my heart and form me specifically for my husband and for HTB (Husband to be) to be protected from all evil and temptation- and that we recognize one another in the heart of Jesus. When I am in Eucharistic Adoration I feel closest to the Lord and HTB