That's the thing. Our jobs today are so stressful. Nothing makes me more angry than all this "job creation" . It seems like everyone elses offices are staffing up. I'm still the lone soldier every weekend.
One guy calls me with a question and I have to put him on hold to talk to another guy calling me from the same office with the same question. I'm going freaking nuts! What about those of us who worked through the recession? Now half blind and crippled. Where's our big bonus?
So this may seem like a tangent. But when you have a pitiful existance. That sin is the only thing that keeps you going. It's almost like love or something. Makes it all worth it.
Anyhow I think I will leave it alone based on this feedback. I still feel like I am lying for the devil, but when the devil has ya there's no denying it. Not to mention maybe God helped me answer those questions in the first place.
Be grateful that you have stayed close to the Lord.
I met a girl who was gung-ho on Jesus. Her ex husband talked her into swinging. She ended up having a relationship though when he wasn't around which ticked him off and led to the divorce. She was so remorseful. Also appreciative that I accepted her.
Two weeks in though she met a guy who did exactly the same thing to his wife and left me for him. He was a trucker looking for a place to live. I'm sure things worked out spendidly for them.
I on the other had am sure about where I stand on marriage. One man and one woman forever. Period. So my sins up til then I hope are just a drop in the bucket. I promise to always protect my wife from the devil.
Just hope she shows up soon or I'm a gonner.
So as a husband I shouldn't make it just a little easier for her to live without sin? What's wrong with promising that? That I understand the wicked lifestyles that are destroying the world for our kids. Should I also not protect them? Keep them out of public school districts at least?
But seriously. A woman is supposed to do what a husband says. I think a potential wife might appreciate that I would never ask her to do something that was asked of me by the devil. Nor would I cheat. Cause I've been alone too long not to treasure her completely.