I'm sorry for all of you as you are still hurting.I too am a widow,3 yrs in August. It does get somewhat easier in some ways. In other ways ,no ! I would like to find someone to share traveling with and dinners , and good times .I joined several weeks ago,but no one is conversing with me. I'm a little disappointed,as this is the first time Ive been on any website of this kind. I understand what you are going through, and I pray that you all find the love of someone special again. It's in Gods time !