29, BEIJING, CN
What am I passionate about? Well... I've been serious about a few things in the past: writing books, plotting movies or screenplays, playing music. But, honestly, I can't decide what's important in life right now -- kind of a strange place to be, really. Competition and "victory" have always been really important so I studied hard, worked REALLY hard, and did my best to set myself up in life. During leisure time I'd retreat to some fantasy world within a book or story.
Anyhoo, I've had a lot of unforeseen setbacks but am more-or-less achieving a decent place in life (debt free, resources available, etc.). However, at this point I'm looking around and getting suspicious that I missed the Greater Point: too many of the things I used to enjoy are now hollow and I'm wondering if I've been wasting all my time trying to build a mansion in the middle of the proverbial Gobe Desert. I'm starting to look forward to going back to work, for Heaven's Sake!
So... here I am. Again. i came here to this website years ago when I was still living in China but never got serious about it (too many goals to go conquer then). I'm sick to death of trying to fill my life up with distractions like books and video games and music and hoping that there is actually a Greater Point out there to rediscover. Does it actually exist? We'll see...